Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in LMG's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 27th, 2005
11:28 am	things... Once again, it has been a while since I have posted anything here. Not sure why. This summer has been hell, I have been in the hospital twice, with major problems. I am recovering though, so it's all good. Not real sure what to put here. The kids are good. Job is good. Life still sucks but you can't win them all. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 20th, 2005
12:57 pm	It's been a long time a-coming It has been almost a year since I added anything to this here site. I don't know why really, I got it and I was so excited to have it. Lately though, well the last seven months at least, the shit and the proverbial fan have met and hit it off real well. I have decided to use this account for my stories but I do not have the first clue as to how to post them or anything else like that. I am going to be trying a few things and maybe they will work. I had not wanted to put any of them on here due to the fact that my family will see it but I have long ago given up on that so... We shall see. Current Mood: complacent (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
4:51 pm	me life sucks and then you pay taxes. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
6:45 pm	Life It seems it always has a way of screwing up your day. Just when you think it can't get no worse, it does. I'm am not complaining, much, but damn give a girl a break. Rope is about gone and the candle has burnt to the middle. Life, it sucks. You know... Current Mood: cynical (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 12th, 2004
7:44 am	2004 2004. Don't know about all you other people out there but my 2004 sucks so far. Bought a new dell laptop. Loved it. Till it started to break. First off, couldn't use half the programs on it. Downloaded Works so that I could write on it. Battery wouldn't last more than 30 min. Downloaded a program and that fixed it. Had it two weeks before tea got spilled in it. Fried the motherboeard, keyboard, and video card. Dell said would cost $699 to fix. I only spent $898 on it in the first place. Told em ah no! They are sending it back. So now I have a battery and a harddrive to a computer that doesn't work. Yeah me. Car broke down two days after I paid for the laptop. Cost me $916 to fix. Good thing I get taxes back. Life sucks. Sometimes I hate getting up in the morning and I really hate going to bed at night. Sleep deprivation mumbs the mind and I don't have to think about how this life of mine is rolling down the proverbial hill and gathering no moss. Or something to that effect. Kids are doing so much better now that Lynn is watching them again. She just does not know how much I appreciate her help right now. Well guess I have whined enough. Time to work and get the greenies to pay the bills that help us live. Current Mood: drained (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 9th, 2004
8:46 pm	Life Life sucks you know. Just when you think you have a handle on things it goes all topsey turvey on you and screws everything up. Between work and now classes starting back my life just went from hard to downright difficult. Sometimes I ask myself why I even bother with classes. Then I remember my telling him that I didn't need him to make it and that I WAS smart enough to do this. Sometimes I wonder if he spiked my drink the night I came up with that little doosey. This has been hard, arduous, sometimes unmanagable, not easy, and all the other little english words that mean difficult. I see the light at the end of a five year tunnel though. Pray for me. I may need it. Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)
Friday, November 7th, 2003
11:56 pm	Ramblings MY My heart conjures My mind thinks My fingers feel My thoughts My dreams My voice ALONE In the dark of the night I reach for you Reach into the stillness that you left And the darkness overtakes me And I dream no more I am as I have always been Alone YOU ARE You are the air that I breathe every morning You are the light that I read by each night You are the drink I quench my thirst with You are the food that sustains my hunger You are my life You are my everything Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
2:51 pm	death I know it comes to all of us at one point in time, either the little ones we experience each day or the big one that calls us to our end. But it is still hard to be the one left behind, the one to pick up the pieces of life, the one not screaming out in the dark of night anymore for pain that is now gone. It is hard to see someone who, in your whole knowledge of them as being strong to withstand anything, completely break down and be unable to stand and say goodbye. It is hard to see your children accept that death comes and sometimes there is no release from the pain. It is hard not to cry, though you were not close to the deceased as you might have wanted, when your child asks you why and the answer is not there. It is just plain hard to be the one still here. But it is a task that we must all face, adult or child. Then we do the hardest thing ever, we continue to live. Travis...we love you. Brenda...Goodbye. Current Mood: sad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 27th, 2003
11:38 am	Once again I am sitting here at work trying not to be bored. I went to a party last weekend. Had an absolutely lovely time sitting by myself. Turns out I seem to have this barrier that I project to all and sundry that just screams "Not in this lifetime buddy" to anyone who might even consider coming and talking to me. Or so my sister says. I just don't like to be hanged on to and simpered to. Talk to me, ask me to dance, all well and good. But the first time you do something that I don't like your history. Wonder if that could be the reason that I am single? *smirking now* I know it is. But I can guarantee you get past my defences and its all good. Thing is I don't think there is anyone alive that has actually done that. Not my ex and not my old boyfriend. I must be destined to be alone. Hell, I am even starting to get used to it. Catch ya on the flip side! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, October 20th, 2003
12:01 pm	work I am sitting here at work (shhh dinna tell anyone!). I'm tired, sore (went hiking this weekend), and hungry but life as of this momment is pretty damn good. I don't have any rec's cause I can't figure out how to do that , yet. I will though and I'll get them up here. Still hate being alone *pout* but I am getting used to it. Either that or I am going numb. Take your pick! Laters!!! Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
7:12 pm	when it burns it scars You know, life really sucks a huge lemon sometimes. And just when you take a swig of tea to wash it out you find you are drinking lemonade. Been single for a month now and I'll tell ya, I am beginning to realize why i stayed with him even though I was so NOT in love with him. It's bad but I don't miss him I just miss him. Someone to be there. Just not him. This single thing ain't all it's cracked up to be. We'll leave the jury out on how it turns out to be. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 6th, 2003
9:28 am	ME HI! Well I am new to this thingy here so it may take a while for me to get used to it. Thanks to Kipley for giving me the password for this and for helping me and LadyJaynePaisley beta my story. She is a GREAT binger! LMG Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)